(10:57pm)
Soooooo tired. I was asleep most of 2nd period, some of 3rd, and some of 4th. But let's talk about the time when I was awake. I was depressed coming into the day. I won't go into deep details, but I told Trey about my problem, and he gave me some encouragement. It helped.
It's creepy, yes I know, but I could not stop looking at Arianna in English class today. I mean, I go down to guidance to turn in my LORs to Ms. Casale, and found out that I had about 10 unusable student transcript in my pouch, so I have to pay $2 on top of the $4 I already owe to print new copies of my transcripts. I'm walking up to class with this sad demeanor on my face (not that I ever smile), and when I get there, Arianna's the first to greet me with a wide smile. I sat down, and she continued to smile, then she asked me where I was. Skip ahead, we had to watch a movie from Safari Montage and answer some questions. Arianna was watching more than I was, because I was knocked out for atleast 30 minutes. I woke up, and she was still laying on her desk, I guess wide awake. I just thought, what is with this girl to where whenever I'm around her, I forget about everything. The only others who could do that are Doña, Mrs. Cathirell, and Shautria (one of which I hope never sees this, she may see bashful). I also remembered the first day I saw her, the first day she was in AVID, how excited she was when she saw we had AVID together, and the first time I saw her cry (thanks Doña☺). I also admire her resilence. Seems like when she gets knock down 5 feet, she jumps up 10 feet. She caught me, it was awkward, but she just smiled, and I blushed bashfully and kinda looked away. Yeah, y'all have to remember that I USED TO have a HUGE crush on her.
I'm so nervous about my grades. They aren't so hot. I should sleep. Doña, please don't reap me.
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